Today is 28 April 2011

We knew each other for

242days

8 moths & 2 days

5808 hours

348 480 minutes

20 908 800 seconds

Still left 123 days

The 123^rd day is our anniversary!!

It is so awesome!!

I counted it today, at school. Haha !!

朋友兼...情敌！？

突如其来，想写这篇文章。

We are best friend during the past, now & in the future
BUT we are enemies of each other now

I heard from your closet friend that you like him1 and admiring him2
How can you do that?!
Don't you already have a perfect boyfriend who make people jealous?
You ever told me that you are very loyal to him.
Do you know what are you doing?

Well, I love him1
I believed you did not realize this
As I never tell anyone of you include my buddies
I kept it myself, for a very long time
For him2
I don't care that much
As I do not have any interested with him
Just admire / like / love him as much as you can

Please don't like or love him1
I do not want to hurt you
Don't be my enemy
I don't hope you are my enemy too

Love Is Blind, sometimes
I might do something which you cannot predict
It might hurt you or even extremely hurt you
Until you feel the whole world is collapsing upon you

Think Twice Before You Leap
Do not regret after you do the decision
Be careful . . .

~ JUST A GENTLE REMINDER ~

什么题目才适合这篇文章？

朋友总爱问我
为什么你那么坚强？
无论遇到多么让人难以接受的事情
你都可以不顾一切把事情默默地承受下来，毫无怨言

为什么你的办事能力那么高？
即使老师在最后一分钟才给我们一叠功课
隔天就可以完整地把已做完了的作业呈交给老师
真是钦佩，钦佩

你就像个女强人
什么事都难不倒你
只要有你在，无论遇到什么艰难的事情都不怕了
真的很羡慕你，我有你25%的样子就好了！

这只不过是表面上而已。内心呢？

我一点都不坚强
更不是什么女强人
还有很多很多东西是你们不知道的 ... ...

我是那么的软弱、无助 ... ...
这就是你们不知道的。

坚强是用来遮掩软弱的面具
我不希望被人看见我那堕落的一面
不喜欢被同情的眼光注视着
但却很像被注目的感觉
不知是否我显得太坚强了
我总觉得我不被重视
还是我想太多了？
心里总是感到很空虚
一点都不踏实
好比一个无底洞
从地面上望下去
深的无法预测的底
所带来的空虚感

你
那独特的你
才能让我把那坚强的面具取下
即使我多么努力把自己装的那么坚强
你还是有办法让我心甘情愿地把面具拿下
只不过是那短短不到一年的时间
你知道的事竟然多过我已认识多年好朋友所知道的事
我们犹如曾见过面的朋友
从小认识的超close型朋友
你总是给我带来无比的亲切感
无论我遇到什么问题
你一定会是那第一个的我通知的人
既不怕你会到处“三八”告诉别人
伤心时…你会想尽办法让我开心
高兴时…我们一起high翻天
忧愁时…你会开导我，告诉我人生的大道理
在写这篇文章时…我想起了你！
米修，米修！

这种感觉…很特殊
这个关系…很密切
这段距离…很非凡

unique的感觉
special的关系
close的距离
形成了awesome的我们
这是别人feel不出来的 ♥

突然很想费尽力气地喊： 我爱你！
你真的是我梦寐以求的完美型哥哥 ！

闪亮结晶的苹果

Further

I felt that our relation is getting further and further
We did not connect each other
We stopped emailing
We stopped messaging
We stopped everything

I did not feel anything special
I mean I have no any idea for it
I have no the idea of want to solve the problem

Just let it be?
Might be . . .
Why not ?

It may be the best choice for us to choose
As we are always busy with our own staffs
Actually I have a lot of things want to share with you
But your status are always shown 'busy'

What should I do ?
I think you will not read this post
As you are busy & I deactivated my fb account
You are not able to see whether my blog has updated or not

I wish you will give me a message after you read this (:

《初恋》

这篇小说已经有个结局了！换句话说是终于写完了！哈哈！挺开心的，但是我依然还会继续创作！我爱创作呗!懂得阅读华语的的朋友们，我大大鼓励你们去读这篇小说，再留些对这作品意见或感触。

网址 ： http://www.storybygeorgina.blogspot.com.

谢谢！

Life in Taiwan

Composition

The day of my parents' divorce was the one of the most difficult of my life. When I heard the news of my parents decision to divorce, I felt the whole world collapsed upon me. Tears welled up in my eyes and began rolling down my cheeks like rivulets. A family was going to be dispersed, shattered. I was only a four year old girl. The pain was almost too great to endure for a little child. It was an unpleasant experience for me.

Every time my thoughts flashed back to the distressing scene, my heart would break and ache so badly with sorrow. Although I am now a teenager and this had happened almost twelve years ago, but i felt as if it had just happened yesterday. I had never liked to share and talk about my life with my friends. The news of my parents' divorce was very embarrassing, so I will never tell my friends -- This was what I thought when I was in primary one.

I did not know the truth. I did not know the reason of my parents' decision to divorce. I did not know anything. I have never asked my mother for the reason they had made because I did not want her to feel upset and recall the memories with sadness. My father seldom brought me out for activities such as picnic or jogging in the park, at least faster our relationship. However, I do not hate my father of feel annoyed with him but somehow the relationship gets more and more distance.

As time passed, I realized that telling others that I live in a single-family is nothing to be awkward or embarrassed about. Every family has a skeleton in closet, every person will be meet with different problems and there will be different decisions and different endings. At the same time, I have learnt to be open-minded and I an willing to listen and think about others' idea and opinion. My aunt, a professional counselor always gives me advice to help me counter with whatever problems that I met. I always respect her advice.

No matter how optimistic I had become, the day of my parents' divorce was one of the most difficult of my life. The hole in my heart would never recover as the hole is too deep like an abyss. My parents divorce is a fact, no one can change it, so I just have to accept it. Every time my memories flashed back to that day, I would fall to my knees and clutched my head at the corner of my bedchamber.

Teacher commented : very touching !!
I felt happy. sure that. I have a long time didn't write such touching English composition seriously. HaHa !!

I have no a possitive mind

Full of anger now
You are so
annoying + noisy + stupid + useless
ugly + irritating + sucks

I knew I should not describe you like this (or even post this post)
But you have made all my thermometer broken
That's all your fault, you should not do so
Don't blame me as this is what you chose

How you can be so greedy?
You knew you have an extremely bad altitude
You still come into my life & disturb my life
There have no words to describe you

YOU ARE EXTREMELY BAD ANNOYING IRRITATING
! ! !

Nowadays

I am busy on my staffS.. A LOT of homework.. ProjectS.. Studies..

S.T.U.D.I.E.S
Headache, when i heard this word..
Exam is around the corner..
I haven't get ready for it..
It is kinda scary..

especially for history..
Physics.. BM..

Arghh ``
Panic..

still left a Chinese composition to write..
No eye dear (No idea)~

xoxo

F A K E

Such a world
Full of fake
How could it be?
You may ask

Why do you act so?
Would you be happy for that?
Or you proud of it?
Such a fake personality

You ever meet me
But i never see you
Even face to face
Are you real?

Such a world
Full of fake
Full of lies
Tired

You might not realize
But it's all true
Believe or not
That is your decision

Be Fair

CASE 1 : REAL ! ! !

x is in-charged of selling magazines in school for her club. I ordered a magazine and I paid. At the moment I wanted to claimed my magazine from her, she told me that she had sold to her friends and asked me to wait until the next day ! How she can be a leader? It is not a characteristic for a leader? L.E.A.D.E.R ? FAILED !!!

CASE 2 : REAL ! ! !

When y's friend absent, did not come to school, she will be with u, all the day. Share everything with u just like your closest friend. However, if y's friend come to school, she will never care u or even talk to u !! IS THIS CALLED FAIR ? FRIEND ?

CASE 3 : REAL ! ! !

A, male, B's ex-bf ; B, female, A's ex-gf ; C, female, wish to be A's girlfriend

A is still loving B although they had already broke up for some years. C asked A to be her boyfriend as she loves him. A accepted C but A was still loving B. B knew and felt that, then she asked A, "choose between me & her." He answered "I don't know... I don't know... Please do not force me ... " like a ______ ____ .

CASE 4 : REAL ! ! !

When we are having Math and Add. Math classes, SOMEONE keep get close to me and SOMEONE 's main point is HE needed me to teacher HIM Math and Add. Math. I admitted my Math & Add. Math scored a very well result. Seriously, I am not SS (Syok Sendiri). WHAT FOR HE DO SO ? I KNEW I AM VALUABLE, BUT YOU ALL SHOULD NOT DO SO !!!

CASE 5 : UNREAL, JUST FOR FUN, DON'T THINK TOO MUCH ! ! ! XD

Most of my friends are in love, except me, still single. Being single for some yearS. They all are busy on keeping their own relationship well. While I am just busy on my studies, my OWN activities and etc ... do everything myself. Even some ____ friends have also couple with somebody~ HOWEVER, I am still a single lady ~~

LoLz

I have so many things & story that I wanted to share with you all here. Unfortunately, it looked there have no any privacy here as everyone can read this blog. I have no idea. A lot of topics & story I wanted to write here but i scare SOME PARTICULAR PERSONS will ask a lot of 'nonsense' questions. Yet, i lazy want to answer them.

Actually, blog is a very good corner which we can write our own articles here BUT to SOME PARTICULAR PERSONS think that we should not write anything or even we should not have blog. Their mind haven't update, still remained in the ancient epochs . . .

S.A.D + D.I.S.A.P.P.O.I.N.T.E.D

At least blog is better than Facebook
More privacy than Facebook

He Had Such Quiet Eyes

He had such quiet eyes
She did not realise
They were two pools of lies
Layered with thinnest ice
To her, those quiet eyes
Were breathing desolate sighs
Imploring her to be nice
And to render him paradise

If only she'd been wise
And had listened to the advice
Never to compromise
With pleasure-seeking guys
She'd be free from "the hows and whys"

Now here's a bit of advice
Be sure that nice really means nice
Then you'll never be losing at dice
Though you may lose your heart once or twice

what a wonderful poem with a lot of good advise to all the female (:

五样东西

今天婉妮姐姐问我：如果以下五样事情在同一时间发生，你会先做哪一样？婴儿哭了、水龙头开着、电话响、有人在敲门和下午了，要收衣服。

我答：我会先照顾那正哭泣的婴儿-> 开门-> 关水龙头-> 接电话 -> 收衣服

他解说说：婴儿代表家人﹑水龙头代表金钱﹑电话代表事业﹑那人在敲门代表朋友﹑收衣服代表信仰！

我：肯定是吓到啦！真的有点不可思议…我竟把信仰排在最后！当然，这只供参考而已！

如果我能重新选过，我会选择先抱着那正哭泣的婴儿就去关水龙头-> 收衣服&开门（当我出去收衣服的时候，那人可以进我家先坐下） 追后才去接电话。

但是

我怕当我出来社会时，我会先关水龙头->照顾那正哭泣的婴儿-> 开门 -> 接电话 -> 收衣服

！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！