Today is 28 April 2011

We knew each other for

242days

8 moths & 2 days

5808 hours

348 480 minutes

20 908 800 seconds

Still left 123 days

The 123^rd day is our anniversary!!

It is so awesome!!

I counted it today, at school. Haha !!

朋友兼...情敌！？

突如其来，想写这篇文章。

We are best friend during the past, now & in the future
BUT we are enemies of each other now

I heard from your closet friend that you like him1 and admiring him2
How can you do that?!
Don't you already have a perfect boyfriend who make people jealous?
You ever told me that you are very loyal to him.
Do you know what are you doing?

Well, I love him1
I believed you did not realize this
As I never tell anyone of you include my buddies
I kept it myself, for a very long time
For him2
I don't care that much
As I do not have any interested with him
Just admire / like / love him as much as you can

Please don't like or love him1
I do not want to hurt you
Don't be my enemy
I don't hope you are my enemy too

Love Is Blind, sometimes
I might do something which you cannot predict
It might hurt you or even extremely hurt you
Until you feel the whole world is collapsing upon you

Think Twice Before You Leap
Do not regret after you do the decision
Be careful . . .

~ JUST A GENTLE REMINDER ~

什么题目才适合这篇文章？

朋友总爱问我
为什么你那么坚强？
无论遇到多么让人难以接受的事情
你都可以不顾一切把事情默默地承受下来，毫无怨言

为什么你的办事能力那么高？
即使老师在最后一分钟才给我们一叠功课
隔天就可以完整地把已做完了的作业呈交给老师
真是钦佩，钦佩

你就像个女强人
什么事都难不倒你
只要有你在，无论遇到什么艰难的事情都不怕了
真的很羡慕你，我有你25%的样子就好了！

这只不过是表面上而已。内心呢？

我一点都不坚强
更不是什么女强人
还有很多很多东西是你们不知道的 ... ...

我是那么的软弱、无助 ... ...
这就是你们不知道的。

坚强是用来遮掩软弱的面具
我不希望被人看见我那堕落的一面
不喜欢被同情的眼光注视着
但却很像被注目的感觉
不知是否我显得太坚强了
我总觉得我不被重视
还是我想太多了？
心里总是感到很空虚
一点都不踏实
好比一个无底洞
从地面上望下去
深的无法预测的底
所带来的空虚感

你
那独特的你
才能让我把那坚强的面具取下
即使我多么努力把自己装的那么坚强
你还是有办法让我心甘情愿地把面具拿下
只不过是那短短不到一年的时间
你知道的事竟然多过我已认识多年好朋友所知道的事
我们犹如曾见过面的朋友
从小认识的超close型朋友
你总是给我带来无比的亲切感
无论我遇到什么问题
你一定会是那第一个的我通知的人
既不怕你会到处“三八”告诉别人
伤心时…你会想尽办法让我开心
高兴时…我们一起high翻天
忧愁时…你会开导我，告诉我人生的大道理
在写这篇文章时…我想起了你！
米修，米修！

这种感觉…很特殊
这个关系…很密切
这段距离…很非凡

unique的感觉
special的关系
close的距离
形成了awesome的我们
这是别人feel不出来的 ♥

突然很想费尽力气地喊： 我爱你！
你真的是我梦寐以求的完美型哥哥 ！

闪亮结晶的苹果

Further

I felt that our relation is getting further and further
We did not connect each other
We stopped emailing
We stopped messaging
We stopped everything

I did not feel anything special
I mean I have no any idea for it
I have no the idea of want to solve the problem

Just let it be?
Might be . . .
Why not ?

It may be the best choice for us to choose
As we are always busy with our own staffs
Actually I have a lot of things want to share with you
But your status are always shown 'busy'

What should I do ?
I think you will not read this post
As you are busy & I deactivated my fb account
You are not able to see whether my blog has updated or not

I wish you will give me a message after you read this (:

《初恋》

这篇小说已经有个结局了！换句话说是终于写完了！哈哈！挺开心的，但是我依然还会继续创作！我爱创作呗!懂得阅读华语的的朋友们，我大大鼓励你们去读这篇小说，再留些对这作品意见或感触。

网址 ： http://www.storybygeorgina.blogspot.com.

谢谢！

Life in Taiwan

Composition

The day of my parents' divorce was the one of the most difficult of my life. When I heard the news of my parents decision to divorce, I felt the whole world collapsed upon me. Tears welled up in my eyes and began rolling down my cheeks like rivulets. A family was going to be dispersed, shattered. I was only a four year old girl. The pain was almost too great to endure for a little child. It was an unpleasant experience for me.

Every time my thoughts flashed back to the distressing scene, my heart would break and ache so badly with sorrow. Although I am now a teenager and this had happened almost twelve years ago, but i felt as if it had just happened yesterday. I had never liked to share and talk about my life with my friends. The news of my parents' divorce was very embarrassing, so I will never tell my friends -- This was what I thought when I was in primary one.

I did not know the truth. I did not know the reason of my parents' decision to divorce. I did not know anything. I have never asked my mother for the reason they had made because I did not want her to feel upset and recall the memories with sadness. My father seldom brought me out for activities such as picnic or jogging in the park, at least faster our relationship. However, I do not hate my father of feel annoyed with him but somehow the relationship gets more and more distance.

As time passed, I realized that telling others that I live in a single-family is nothing to be awkward or embarrassed about. Every family has a skeleton in closet, every person will be meet with different problems and there will be different decisions and different endings. At the same time, I have learnt to be open-minded and I an willing to listen and think about others' idea and opinion. My aunt, a professional counselor always gives me advice to help me counter with whatever problems that I met. I always respect her advice.

No matter how optimistic I had become, the day of my parents' divorce was one of the most difficult of my life. The hole in my heart would never recover as the hole is too deep like an abyss. My parents divorce is a fact, no one can change it, so I just have to accept it. Every time my memories flashed back to that day, I would fall to my knees and clutched my head at the corner of my bedchamber.

Teacher commented : very touching !!
I felt happy. sure that. I have a long time didn't write such touching English composition seriously. HaHa !!

I have no a possitive mind

Full of anger now
You are so
annoying + noisy + stupid + useless
ugly + irritating + sucks

I knew I should not describe you like this (or even post this post)
But you have made all my thermometer broken
That's all your fault, you should not do so
Don't blame me as this is what you chose

How you can be so greedy?
You knew you have an extremely bad altitude
You still come into my life & disturb my life
There have no words to describe you

YOU ARE EXTREMELY BAD ANNOYING IRRITATING
! ! !

Nowadays

I am busy on my staffS.. A LOT of homework.. ProjectS.. Studies..

S.T.U.D.I.E.S
Headache, when i heard this word..
Exam is around the corner..
I haven't get ready for it..
It is kinda scary..

especially for history..
Physics.. BM..

Arghh ``
Panic..

still left a Chinese composition to write..
No eye dear (No idea)~

xoxo

F A K E

Such a world
Full of fake
How could it be?
You may ask

Why do you act so?
Would you be happy for that?
Or you proud of it?
Such a fake personality

You ever meet me
But i never see you
Even face to face
Are you real?

Such a world
Full of fake
Full of lies
Tired

You might not realize
But it's all true
Believe or not
That is your decision

Be Fair

CASE 1 : REAL ! ! !

x is in-charged of selling magazines in school for her club. I ordered a magazine and I paid. At the moment I wanted to claimed my magazine from her, she told me that she had sold to her friends and asked me to wait until the next day ! How she can be a leader? It is not a characteristic for a leader? L.E.A.D.E.R ? FAILED !!!

CASE 2 : REAL ! ! !

When y's friend absent, did not come to school, she will be with u, all the day. Share everything with u just like your closest friend. However, if y's friend come to school, she will never care u or even talk to u !! IS THIS CALLED FAIR ? FRIEND ?

CASE 3 : REAL ! ! !

A, male, B's ex-bf ; B, female, A's ex-gf ; C, female, wish to be A's girlfriend

A is still loving B although they had already broke up for some years. C asked A to be her boyfriend as she loves him. A accepted C but A was still loving B. B knew and felt that, then she asked A, "choose between me & her." He answered "I don't know... I don't know... Please do not force me ... " like a ______ ____ .

CASE 4 : REAL ! ! !

When we are having Math and Add. Math classes, SOMEONE keep get close to me and SOMEONE 's main point is HE needed me to teacher HIM Math and Add. Math. I admitted my Math & Add. Math scored a very well result. Seriously, I am not SS (Syok Sendiri). WHAT FOR HE DO SO ? I KNEW I AM VALUABLE, BUT YOU ALL SHOULD NOT DO SO !!!

CASE 5 : UNREAL, JUST FOR FUN, DON'T THINK TOO MUCH ! ! ! XD

Most of my friends are in love, except me, still single. Being single for some yearS. They all are busy on keeping their own relationship well. While I am just busy on my studies, my OWN activities and etc ... do everything myself. Even some ____ friends have also couple with somebody~ HOWEVER, I am still a single lady ~~

LoLz

I have so many things & story that I wanted to share with you all here. Unfortunately, it looked there have no any privacy here as everyone can read this blog. I have no idea. A lot of topics & story I wanted to write here but i scare SOME PARTICULAR PERSONS will ask a lot of 'nonsense' questions. Yet, i lazy want to answer them.

Actually, blog is a very good corner which we can write our own articles here BUT to SOME PARTICULAR PERSONS think that we should not write anything or even we should not have blog. Their mind haven't update, still remained in the ancient epochs . . .

S.A.D + D.I.S.A.P.P.O.I.N.T.E.D

At least blog is better than Facebook
More privacy than Facebook

He Had Such Quiet Eyes

He had such quiet eyes
She did not realise
They were two pools of lies
Layered with thinnest ice
To her, those quiet eyes
Were breathing desolate sighs
Imploring her to be nice
And to render him paradise

If only she'd been wise
And had listened to the advice
Never to compromise
With pleasure-seeking guys
She'd be free from "the hows and whys"

Now here's a bit of advice
Be sure that nice really means nice
Then you'll never be losing at dice
Though you may lose your heart once or twice

what a wonderful poem with a lot of good advise to all the female (:

五样东西

今天婉妮姐姐问我：如果以下五样事情在同一时间发生，你会先做哪一样？婴儿哭了、水龙头开着、电话响、有人在敲门和下午了，要收衣服。

我答：我会先照顾那正哭泣的婴儿-> 开门-> 关水龙头-> 接电话 -> 收衣服

他解说说：婴儿代表家人﹑水龙头代表金钱﹑电话代表事业﹑那人在敲门代表朋友﹑收衣服代表信仰！

我：肯定是吓到啦！真的有点不可思议…我竟把信仰排在最后！当然，这只供参考而已！

如果我能重新选过，我会选择先抱着那正哭泣的婴儿就去关水龙头-> 收衣服&开门（当我出去收衣服的时候，那人可以进我家先坐下） 追后才去接电话。

但是

我怕当我出来社会时，我会先关水龙头->照顾那正哭泣的婴儿-> 开门 -> 接电话 -> 收衣服

！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

世界末日

世界末日
世界的末日
人类将会死去
然后站在主的面前，一个一个的被审判

世界末日
一件很恐怖的事
在这一天里，没有人会例外生存下来
没有人能逃过它-死亡

世界末日
就是耶稣第二次来到这个世界
把我们接到祂的应许之地-天国
可是在这之前，我我们还得陪审判

世界末日
没有人知道
时尚的每个人都不知道
他何时会到来

天上的使者
我们的主耶稣基督都不知
祂何时会到来
唯独上帝知道

世界末日
也许是明天
或下个小时
更有可能是下一秒

在世界末日之前
我们是否得准备些什么东西？

是的，我们需要。

1. 相信主耶稣基督，上帝的独生爱子。
因为祂是道路，真理，生命，若我们不接着祂，没有人能到父那里去。
2. 尽心﹑尽性﹑尽力爱主我们的神。
3. 彼此相爱，因为爱能遮掩许多的罪。
4. 警醒祷告。
5. 互相款待。
6. 不发怨言。
7. 彼此服侍。

PS：请珍惜身边每个人﹑事﹑物 (:

心情：害怕 + 伤心+ 感恩 + 开心

生日快乐

祝你生日快乐
祝你生日快乐
祝你生日快乐
祝你生日快乐
！！！！

❤ 生日快乐，我酷酷的弟弟 ❤

又长大了一岁咯
头脑的知识也要不断增加哦

懂事了
不要成天浪费那宝贵的时间
不要成天只顾着玩﹑去逛街罢了

常常信靠那独一无二的真神
常常祷告，亲近祂

愿神常与你同在
保佑你﹑赐你聪明智慧

加油！


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勇往直前

疑惑

我很疑惑
我不知道你是否真的存在

种种不能被解答的问题
问了却等于白问
你从不正式的回答我的问题
你总是说无不会明白的

我从未曾见过你
但你却曾见过我

你有我一切的联络方式
我却没有你的联络方式

只有你能联络我
我却不能联络得上你

你知道我一切的一切
我只知道你的一部分

可是 。 。 。

有时，我却喜欢这样特别的距离感？
别人没有的

这种独特的感觉
似远非远，似近非近的感觉
很特别

现在的心情：感恩

心痛 伤心 失望

这三个词汇是最适合形容我现在的心情

别问我为什么

我只想告诉你

我现在的心情

是那么的复杂

头脑不懂得思考了

傻傻的想着解决的办法

A Gentle Reminder To All The BFF

Don't jealous if your BFF scored a higher marks than yours
( you are so wasting time to jealous him/her )

Don't have the idea for do not care your BFF anymore
( it has shown you just like a little child )

Don't love your BFF's boyfriend
( what for you do so? )

Don't even get interested or keep asking(over asking) question about your BFF's boyfriend
(do you hope your BFF get heartaches?! )

Don't feel annoying at your BFF
( both of you should love & care each other )

Please forgive your BFF if he/ she did something wrong
( No one is perfect, include you and me)

Please care of your BFF's feeling when you are talking
( Make sure your words won't hurt him/her )

Please make your BFF happy everyday
(smile when you speak to him/her )

Please be your BFF's best listener and counselor
( give him/her some good & positive advises )

Please try your best to keep the relationship forever

♥ GOOD LUCK TO ALL BFFS ♥

I miss blog

have an extremely long time didn't post something, share my life or writing in my blog!!
i miss you !!

i am kinda busy nowadays..
busy on
studies exam interact club homework tuition dance competition

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busy make people crazy !!!

TAKE NOTE ON IT !!

luckily, I am not the one.
I have a personal psychologist.
HAHA !!
you should know who is the person except some particular friends


Thanks, God..
No matter how busy i was, i will pray as what i usually do <3

* Being grateful is what i did everyday, doesn't care it is good or bad :)

我变了?

不，我没变

我还是我，我还是戴愉馨
还是一样顽皮、好玩
一样爱撒娇
一样人见人爱
还是一样爱乱放电
(友人说的！XD)

也许我变了?
变得不可思议?
(没那么夸张啦！都没那么严重)

-愉馨的超级好友-
她变得没有像以前那么幽默了
(真的吗?我不觉得我"缺少幽默感"噢！)

-我可爱的女儿-
妈咪不常常和我坐在一起了<主日崇拜>
(对于此事，妈咪深感抱歉，也希望爹地的谅解。
我是有足够的供词来证明我的做法是有道理的。:p
其实我希望在这新的一年里可以更加专心地听上帝透过牧师
要我们学习的人生道理。
圣经上有说过"有耳就应当听"
我觉得我们应该专心地听每个礼拜牧师所分享主的话语

我变了
我变得很爱傻笑
(特别是当我回想起以前我做过的傻事。PS：不是自杀)
有时我变得不爱说话
(可说是懒惰说话，特别是那人问废话)
最后，就是变懒了！
(这下可惨了！上了高四就开始懒惰，到了高五的SPM就完蛋了！)

变！ 变！ 变！ 变！ 变！

I can live without you

I can live without you
Even though you ever been my best friend
& be the one who I always share my life to

Unfortunately, you had chosen a wrong person as your best friend
& that wasn't me
Well, I felt that you are almost 100% "copied" her bad behavior
Seriously, I am worrying for you

you are not the one I knew before
Maybe you will answer me that -- Everyone will change (attitude)
But do you ever think that her bad behavior had already "pollute" you?

Then you think that I cannot live without you?
(since you didn't speak to me for a long time)
NO, my answer is N.O
I can live without you and maybe I can life better than that
& you are not the only friend I have
You have no need to be so proud to be a very close friend with her

题目不明

生气！！
不知道我为什么那么生气
只因为她整天 ‘复制’ 我?
也许吧！

我真的搞不懂
她为什么整天都 Copy 我所做的一切

看见她所做的一切
我真的很想一手把她掐死！
(抱歉，我知道这句话很粗俗)

如果她不是我的好朋友
我觉得我更会不顾及她的颜面
把她的全名，连名带姓都写在这里！

当然，要是她问起我那人是不是她
我也不会承认
(只因不想伤害她)

累
做个好人真的很累
顾及别人的感受
顾及别人的颜面
什么都是 ‘顾及别人的... ’
那我自己的呢?
谁又会顾及我的感受?
为什么我不能开门见山、
口毫无遮掩地告诉她事实?

烦
这真的很烦人
夹在自己的感受和好朋友的感受之间
哪个比较重要?
自己? 朋友?
我觉得两个都很重要呗！
为什么一定要二选一?

懊恼的愉馨着